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  Rating:
      Explicit
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      Underage, Rape/Non-Con
  Category:
      M/M
  Fandom:
      Shingeki_no_Kyojin_|_Attack_on_Titan
  Relationship:
      Levi/Erwin_Smith
  Character:
      Levi_(Shingeki_no_Kyojin), Erwin_Smith, Hange_Zoë, Eren_Yeager, Mikasa
      Ackerman, Armin_Arlert, Marco_Bott, Jean_Kirstein, Ymir_(Shingeki_no
      Kyojin), Krista_Lenz_|_Historia_Reiss, Reiner_Braun, Bertolt_Hoover,
      Connie_Springer
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      no_Kyojin), Trans_Levi_(Shingeki_no_Kyojin), Abusive_Parents, Absent
      Parents, Underage_Sex, Bullying, Transphobia, Fetishization,
      Crossdressing, Panic_Attacks, Blow_Jobs, Sex, Teacher_Kink, Sir_Kink,
      Daddy_Kink, Alternate_Universe_-_High_School, FTM_Levi_(Shingeki_no
      Kyojin), Sexual_Harrassment, Parent/Child_Incest, Klutchel_is_a_bitch,
      Prostitution, Nude_Photos, Groping, Voyeurism, Alternate_Universe_-
      Modern_Setting
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      Published: 2017-12-26 Updated: 2018-02-13 Chapters: 2/22 Words: 7863
****** Help me sir ******
by LevisTears
Summary
     Levi knew this was wrong, very wrong but still for his whole life he
     wanted someone to care for him unlike his mother and classmates. To
     love him, to praise him, to smile at him and to hold him close; he
     wanted it all. Levi Ackerman aged 15 years old had now found this
     person not in a classmate but with Erwin Smith, his teacher.
Notes
     *I DO NOT SUPPORT THIS TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP. THIS BOOK IS TO
     REPRESENT HOW WE ACT WHEN WE ARE VULNERABLE. PLEASE IF YOU SEE
     ANYTHING LIKE THIS IN REAL LIFE, REPORT IT OR ADVISE THE PERSON TO
     WAIT UNTIL THEY ARE OLDER AS THEIR EMOTIONAL AND PHYSICAL WELL-BEING
     WILL BE AT RISK*
***** Chapter 1 *****
Levi was awakened that Monday morning by the sound of his alarm coming from his
phone that lay on the bedside table beside him, dragging his eyes open he
turned it off with a groan before sighing to himself. "Great, it's Monday isn't
it" he sighed to himself fine well knowing the answer "another week of being
surrounded by judgemental idiots." Levi sat himself up and then stood feeling
the cold floor shock him once again like it had always done day after day and
the bed creaked beneath him as he done so.
Walking towards the mirror and soon stopping he only closed his eyes as he
began to undress himself from his nightwear until he was bare. Opening his eyes
once again he looked at the sight in the mirror. This here was the root of his
problem and why he was treated unfairly by his peers; he was a boy who had been
given the body of a girls or to put it simply, he was trans. Levi shook his
head to erase his thoughts and looked at his phone once again to see 15 minutes
had passed due to his careless staring. "Shit!" He panicked rushing over to his
drawers and pulling out something to wear. He grabbed his underwear, some
jeans, a red hoodie, the usual socks, shoes and his trusty white binder that
stopped beneath his ribs. Within a minute he had managed to fully equip the
bottom half of his clothing and was stuck trying to pull the chamber of a
binder over his head as fast as he could without dying in the process. So he
twisted the top half of his body in all directions and shapes hoping it would
budge it and let him finally wear it. After a few minutes had passed he was
successful in doing so then pulled on the hoodie before quickly combing his
hair and grabbing his backpack to then run down the stairs. He was just about
out of the door when he was stopped by a voice.
"Oi!" It shouted angry and he stopped to turn around, he knew who this was, his
mother Klutchel. He walked towards the voice who was in the kitchen and poked
his head through the door frame to see what she wanted. "Where are you going at
this time!?, it's 3 a.m." She spat cigarette in hand "probably up to trouble as
usual my little shit"
Levi lifted a brow at her looking at the clock on the wall to his left. "Mother
it's 8:15" he explained "I need to go to school, you must of forgot to buy a
battery for the clock"
"With what money Levi!?" She added slamming her hand on the table "you know I
work very hard at my shift at the local supermarket, not like you who doesn't
work"
"I'm 15 and I can't get a job and you were fired last week remember?" He added
"you tried to steal a big pack of cigarettes and they sacked you on the spot,
at least you did get some money from the time you were there, how much do we
have left?"
"Err £1.50" she added
"Mother you got paid £50 last week" he added widening his eyes "what did you
spend it on?" She then lifted up several packs of cigarettes with a smile. "you
have to be joking me" he sighed "how are we supposed to eat?"
"Do you mean you?, it's my money and I don't know" she scoffed with a smile
"make yourself useful and make momma some money"
"How?" He said annoyed
"People like you are sure to make some money for what you have" she smiled
"find some person who's into whatever you are and charge him for touching you,
you know, what mamma likes to do"
"I'm leaving now" Levi added turning around to head out, disgusted that his
mother would suggest that he would do something like that. It's not like he had
a problem with people who did that, he just didn't want to place himself in
danger that's all.
"Brat! You're forgetting my kiss" she growled and Levi headed right next to her
and leaned down. Levi kissed his mothers cheek and she fixed his hair. He
pulled back and smiled at her. "I'll see you after school." She said and Levi
nodded.
"I'll see you this afternoon, Mother." He added walking away towards and out of
the door. Once outside he started running towards the school at full force
since he was running late all due to his mother. Levi had always remembered his
mother to be like this ever since he was young, well not as bad. From what he
could recall his mother used to be quiet good at her job when he was young,
manager of a shoe shop up until when he was 5. At that time is when she changed
for the worse. Job after job, man after man. A mess. When Levi was born his
father left them two, probably because of her and that was the start of her
downfall of mental issues. He wanted help her but there wasn't anybody to turn
to and the people in his class wouldn't even care, they hate him for no reason
at all exact for the fact he sounds like a boy, acts like a boy but wasn't born
as a boy. Absolutely stupid in Levi's opinion. At least he had Hanji to comfort
him.
~time skip~
Levi ran through the front gates of the academy and towards the entrance nearly
running into the automatic opening doors which opened just in time for him
flying towards them. He entered the building and ran up three flights of stairs
as fast as he could without fainting due to running out of breath. He made sure
to keep a hold of his back pack that sat over his shoulder in case it decided
to slip off. He continued to run through the corridor until he tripped over his
feet and went flying onto the floor beneath him skidding a few meters, his bag
had come off his back and had spilled some of its contents around him.
Levi got onto his hands and knees hearing foot steps approach him. 'Oh no!' He
thought 'I bet that's a teacher telling me I shouldn't of been running and I
deserved it'
"Excuse me" the voice said interrupting Levi's thoughts "are you alright?"
Levi looked up to see a man that he had never seen before on his knees in front
of him. The sudden closeness gave him a shock. He was tall, blond and had deep
blue eyes that reminded him off the sea, just like his own. Levi's shook his
head at his thoughts and started to grab his books that were around them both.
"I-I'm so sorry sir" he stammered "I won't run again, stupid me haha"
The blonde slightly chuckled "it's fine" he added "accidents happen and plus
the flooring is uneven so it would be easy to trip and fall, let me help you
there. You also didn't answer me, are you ok?"
"I'm...fine, thank you for asking sir" Levi added picking more books up and
watched as the man beside him done the same. To Levi this was weird, very weird
indeed. He began to think he was dreaming or had hit his head off the floor and
was having some kind of hallucination. For a dream this is kind of nice.
One of Levi's books as he was picking it up slipped out of his hand and onto
the strangers. This made Levi pale awaiting to be shouted at. But he did
nothing except raise a brow at Levi silently questioning his actions. Levi
gasped realising he hadn't said anything yet. "I'm Sorry!" He yelped.
"There's nothing to apologise for" he sighed "anyways, accidents happen" He
helped him pick up the rest of his books.
"Are you sure it's fine?" Levi added looking at his hand "that book was quite
big."
"It's okay! Its fine..." the man said and finished getting all he books back
into Levi's bag. He fixed his odd looking tie and then helped the boy stand
back up watching his right leg shake a little probably from the fall.
Levi brushed himself down "thank you for the help but I better get going" he
said "I'm running late for my lesson"
"Ah about that could you possibly direct me towards room 96 if you have the
time?" He asked rubbing his head "I seem to be a bit lost, haha how
unprofessional of me"
"Oh why?" He asked "do you need to talk to Mr Shadis?"
"Actually I don't" he said shaking his head "you see I'm taking over his form
for good from today since he is retiring. He only came in to give me an
official introduction to you all before handing them all to me. Plus you seem
to know him, is he one of your teachers?"
Levi raised a brow "I see" he nodded and began walking to the space right
beside him. "I'll walk you there and no, he's my form tutor"
He smiled at him. "Oh so we're going to be working together then for this year"
he stated continuing to walk with Levi. "All year in fact since the Headmaster
Mr. Pixis changed it so starting this year your form tutor delivers all your
lessons." Levi took a brief second to glance again at the man beside him. He
looked like a kind man, nothing like he had seen before but inside of him there
was this small bit of doubt that was telling him that this new teacher was only
putting on a face for the beginning of his time at the academy. Levi wished
that his thoughts weren't right this time.
Levi broke the silence "So what's your name?" he said "since your going to be
teaching me now I thought I may as well find out that's all but I can wait
until you introduce yourself to everyone else if you wish."
The man smiled at him and Levi raised a brow a small bit confused. "Mr. Smith."
He smiled and Levi nodded a bit awkwardly. "You?" He added after a few seconds
of silence. "It's err Levi." He said softly and Mr. Smith nodded. "Levi
Ackerman"
"What about your class mates?" He asked. "What are they like? Keen learners?
Responsible?"
Levi bit his lip with this. "They're lovely" he added " lovely, lovely, lovely
people...very nice and smart.....lovely" For Levi this was a brand new year, so
he didn’t have any hopes that the people around him would maybe change and he
could have some more friends that wasn't only Hanji. It wasn't likely to happen
at all.
Mr. Smith nodded at him, "Sure." He smiled before he nodded once again, "Sure."
He smiled "I'll take the amount of times you said 'lovely' as a warning then"
"I mean it's not like they have a problem with others in general" Levi sighed
"it's just they have a problem with people.. well me being...different"
The man beside him remained quiet for a moment pondering this. "I see, should
this thing that makes you 'different' be something I should be aware of?" He
asked lifting a brow
"I would prefer not to disclose this to you yet Mr. Smith" Levi sighed them
both turning a corner "But you'll probably find out as soon as we enter the
classroom"
He nodded. "I'll see what ends up  happening then" They both were approached
the room they were looking for, Mr. Smith right beside him when Levi hummed
before taking his bag off his back and held it with one hand. He walked a few
feet to his locker and he quickly put his books in it and kept the ones he
needed on him. He walked the rest of the way to the classroom.
 
Levi in general disliked the first day of the school year because the teachers
talk about irrelevant topics and immediately try to stress you out about the
upcoming year. They also do that thing where they straight away judge you
without knowing you as a person. One other thing is when you get this kind of
anxiety about being separated from your family even though you know the people
and the place making you not want to go even if you want to. Weird I know.
 
Levi walked into the class room alongside Mr. Smith and when he saw the teacher
he nearly fainted due to the look he gave him, everyone else was staring at him
too. There was no sign of Hanji either. "Nice to finally see you both at last,
thank you Mr. Smith for picking Ackerman up from wondering around, sorry for
any trouble he caused you, he'll be punished for causing trouble and making you
late"
"Well actually I was lost and he helped me find this room and for why he was
late he tripped over and his stuff went all over" he explained when he saw Levi
gulp.
"Ackerman watch your step next time you idiot!" He grumbled and the blond heard
some sniggers coming from around the room "anyways this man here is Mr. Smith
and he will be taking over my role as your tutor. I expect all of you to treat
him with respect and treat him as you would treat me"
With that he left the room leaving Levi, Mr. Smith and the rest of the class by
their selves. Levi started to walk towards his seat near the back. Walking
through the Isles of desks he heard whispers and comments. "I thought it wasn't
coming back for a minute there" from the far left. An "eww freak" from someone
in the back row and "fùcking tranny" from right beside him. He gripped his
teeth at that last one, it pissed him off but Levi was a little bit happy that
it was quiet enough so that Mr. Smith couldn't hear it. He went to sit down,
but tripped and fell onto the floor. Just like earlier. "Ow..." He mumbled and
look to his side to see non other than Eren Yeager's foot beside him poking
itself out from under his desk.
"Mr. Shadis just told you to watch your step" He smirked and Levi's face went
red in embarrassment.
"Eren you just stuck your foot out you liar" Levi added calmly but annoyed.
"No I didn't" he laughed "you're delusional you stupid tranny!" The class soon
erupted in laughter and Mr. Smith ran over to him and helped him up.
"You okay?" He asked for Levi to nod. Levi picked himself up and sighed amongst
the laughter. "Be quiet!" Mr. Smith yelled and the class stopped laughing, he
looked at Levi. "What happened just then?" He asked.
"He tripped me over." Levi mumbled directing his eyes to Eren. The teacher
nodded.
"I understand now you can go take a seat." He smiled and patted Levi on his
back. Levi walked to his own seat and sat down thinking this was over when it
wasn't. He turned around to face Eren. "What's your name?"
"Eren Yeager" he cooed "why? What seems to be the problem Smith?"
"You know exactly what the problem is Yeager!" He explained "why do you feel
it's appropriate to hurt him and call him bad names?"
"Do you mean, it?" He added "and he deserves it! He's a weirdo, an unnatural
freak, who would want anything to do with that mess?"
"I would in fact" he added "from what I've seen he seems like a nice young man
who is nice to talk to" Levi widened his eyes then and subtly put the hood of
his jumper over his head to cover his face a tad.
"You must be crazy in order to have an interest in him" he added "and how the
hell do you know if that was me who tripped him over? Huh!"
"Your foot is still placed outside of your desk" he added and Eren gripped his
teeth pulling it back in not saying a word. "I thought so now don't say a word
and your staying back 15 minutes during the whole school morning break." He
walked back to his desk to do the register when Levi felt something light hit
his head. Opening the note it read 'look what you've caused! I'm going to make
you pay at Lunch.' He was embarrassed the whole way through the class. Tripping
over then tripping over again then being stood up for by someone who isn't
Hanji. This is still weird for him. This school year has already been to
eventful and it's only the first day of the school year.
When lunch rolled around eventually, Levi grabbed his bag and rushed out the
room so he could have some space before his life was cut short by Yeager. He
hurried down to the area of the school where he and Hanji normally sat to eat
and hang out looking for the girl but had no luck in doing so. this was until
he checked the café near the back of the school where it is normally busy, she
sat there happy as per usual with the same old expression that always kept Levi
company when he needed it the most. Levi saw the tall girl waving at him from
the table and he done the same waving back as he was glad to see her after this
morning. He started to make his way over to her when Eren came out from the jam
packed crowd and hit his packed lunch so it fell onto the floor but this time
didn't spill all over the floor around him. Levi looked at him disappointed.
"What was that for?" Levi asked "you must have better things to be doing with
you life than making a mess and annoying people for a living." Eren laughed at
him, his voice full of obvious mockery. Levi rolled his eyes and picked the
item up. "well?" he sighed "I at least deserve an answer off you, you know."
"For being a freak." He chuckled and walked away, a few other boys following
him. Levi crossed his arms and rolled his eyes before looking back at Hanji.
"How original..." he sighed shaking his head and walked towards Hanji at the
table. He sat down beside her sighing. "Where were you this morning?" He asked
taking what food he had for himself out.
"Rough day?" She asked raising a brow and Levi hummed opening his lunch.
"Really?" She asked looking at his lunch "you have that again? Your going to
make yourself ill Levi"
"For one, bread isn't that bad" he added "I should consider myself lucky since
other people in poorer countries would literally kill to have this to eat"
Hanji sighed to herself. "Ok I get your point Levi but remember that you don't
live in a poor country, you're just the one who don't have any money" she
explained "and I was at the doctors but on the way back here I grabbed a pizza
for us." After saying that she took a box out of her bag and there it was.
Pizza.
 
"Hanji?" He asked "is this seriously for the both of us to share?" She nodded
and went to grab a slice of pizza for her friend passing it to him. "Hanji I
can't, you paid for this"
 
"So? It's my duty as a friend to make sure you don't die by starvation" She
pointed out.
"Uhm... Well but I can't Ha- hmmmm!" Hanji then proceeded to shove a piece into
his mouth.
"Shhhhh my sweet child don't say anything just enjoy the cheesy goodness." She
smiled watching Levi eat and a smile form on his face.
"Hmmm oh I love you so much you wonderful woman if we weren't best friends and
in the face of the public I would take you right now" he explained and Hanoi
laughed a little at him.
"No more pizza for you Levi" she smiled closing the box "and plus your having
another moment where your forgetting your dickless hun so I don't know what
your mind was going to have you do"
"Haha whoops" he sighed "that would of been a disaster waiting to happen"
"Yeah" she added "I would hate to have to tell you the next morning that you
tried to have sex with me but it was just you slapping your private area
against mine"
Levi covered him mouth holding in a laugh "I'm getting mental images and it's
funny as hell, I'm not about to start laughing like a manic in front of a room
full of people and embarrass myself" it was silent for a few seconds until Levi
remembered something. "Oh that reminds me!" He started and Hanji gave a hum
"talking about embarrassing myself, today I found out we have a new teacher"
"Mr. Shadis left?" She asked "thank god if he made one more comment about you I
was about to send a rubber flying straight towards his head and how is this to
do with you embarrassing yourself?"
"I was running late today then tripped over making my books fly in all sorts of
directions and well this new teacher came out of nowhere and helped me pick
them up. We walk to the classroom where Yeager trips me up and outs me to this
guy...but Hanji! It was amazing! He stood up for me! Mr. Smith is amazing!" He
explained
"Ok he sounds nice but is good looking? What does he look like Levi?" She put
her chin in her hands and stared at him gently smiling and wanting to know
about their new teacher.
Levi sat up straight. "Well... he's blonde with a kind of swept undercut. Tall,
very tall and well structured and well dressed and looks smart and and ... God-
"
"OH MY GOD!" He clapped. "He has blue eyes like me!"
"Wow, Mr. Smith, he sounds dreamy" she smiled. "Don't get ahead of yourself
Levi, he's a teacher and much older than you probably"
"I'm not saying that I like him Hanji it's just not everyday you have someone
care about you other than your friend." Levi sighed. "It's just Mr. Smith... He
was so unexpected...."
***** Chapter 2 *****
Returning back to Mr. Smith's class after the lunch break Levi and Hanji sat
down at their desks awaiting for the class to start once again. There were most
people there on time and Levi noticed that his teacher was waiting for their
return quietly and patiently at his desk. Levi was in half a mind when 5
minutes had passed to suggest that he should just start the lesson without them
but on the other hand that would be a rude thing to do so Levi dismissed his
thought to look around the classroom from his seat to see who was here. Hanji,
him, Jean, Marco, Christa, Ymir, Reiner, Bertolt, Armin and Mikasa. There were
3 people missing: Connie, Sasha and of course Eren with his tag along gang. A
nameless group but Levi and hanji liked to call them the 'Twat rats' when
nobody could hear them both.
It was then when Levi looked over towards Hanji and saw that she was looking at
Mr. Smith subtly studying him. He raised a brow at her wondering why she was
doing it. He knew this was their first time meeting and all but it kind of
looked obvious from his point of view. Hanji then made a thumbs up from under
her desk for some reason so only Levi could see. 'This this some kind of
approval coming from Hanji?' Levi thought. Well he hoped it was unless he would
be concerned about what she was trying to do instead.
Eren and the rest finally decided to show up after another few minutes. They
all walked in and Connie and Sasha apologised immediately. "We're sorry Mr.
Smith!" They announced "the lunch cues were massive and we got stuck between
years 7,8,9 since it was the start of their lunch"
Mr. Smith turned around to them and smiled "I understand" he said "just try and
leave a few minutes earlier than normal next time, OK? And thank you for your
kind apology"
"Yes sir" they both nodded and went to sit down at their desks. That there is
why Levi brings a packed lunch, a bad one but still a lunch. Plus people
pushing into the line and having the lady take your order wrong is a pain in
the backside when your too anxious to say anything to correct her mistake or
ordering food in general. Levi after having one too many salads with BBQ sauce
on be accident gave up on school lunches entirely, even though they're free. On
the other hand he thinks that free food with odd condiments on would be better
than bread of questionable quality. He didn't want to risk being late either.
Levi's thoughts were interrupted by Eren and the rest of the 'Twat Rats'
entering the classroom by swinging the door open for it to hit the wall giving
him a fright as they came in without a word said to anybody within the
classroom or themselves, expecially not Mr. Smith. Definitely not Mr. Smith in
the slightest. 'Rude' Levi internally sighed not saying a word like them.
Mr. Smith coughed to himself letting himself be know to Eren and the rest of
his group. They ignored him and sat down at their desks making the rest of the
class turn around to face them. After a moment of silence Eren pulled a face to
say something to them all. "What!?" He asked annoyed looking at them all "what
the hell is your problem!? Huh?"
From his desk Mr. Smith adjusted his tie and leaned forward placing his elbows
on his desk whilst interlocking his fingers in front of him. "You came into my
classroom late and didn't give a reason why you were, you didn't even apologise
for it, care to explain Eren?"
Eren raised a brow from his seat turning to look at his friend Armin
questionably who was on the opposite side of the class room. Levi watched as
the blonde slid a small bit down his seat to try and avoid the situation.
"Armin! Didn't you tell him we were in the library?" He asked annoyed "you
know, studying and shit so I wasn't paying attention to the time. That's the
truth sir"
Levi in fact and Hanji knew this was a lie as during the time Levi himself was
acting inappropriate over a surprise pizza Eren and the rest of his group were
busy throwing cans into a nearby bin for amusement. Armin was the one actually
in the library during lunch. "Umm" the blonde whispered "Eren I'm..err..sick of
telling lies for you. It'll get us both into trouble... I'm sorry."
"Oh way to effing go Armin!" He explained "god sake! I thought I could trust
you..." following that statement the room was quiet for a moment.
"So where were you then?" Mr. Smith questioned awaiting his answer.
"At the cafe....messing around" he mumbled since he couldn't escape the tangled
mess Armin placed him in. In one retrospect Levi was enlightened that someone
else was staring to become sick of his daily bullshit.
"And where is the apology that you owe for being late, lying to me and also
holding up our lesson Mr. Yeager?" Mr. Smith added crossing his arms.
"Up your arse" he smirked and Levi and he was pretty sure the rest of the class
except maybe a few widened their eyes. He heard a few muffled laughs from
around the room and watched as his teacher briefly closed his eyes and sighed
to himself.
He slowly stood up and walked to the door opening it before looking onto the
whole of the class staring at him. "Very mature Eren now I think we should take
a small visit to the head teacher to discuss how grown up you are being right
now, don't you think?" He explained before pausing for a few seconds "and you
still haven't apologised to the person you sent flying this morning by the
way."
"I shouldn't have to" he sighed "it's not my fault that it was stupid enough to
fall over my foot and fall straight on it's face. It should of been looking
where it was going."
Mr. Smith frowned at him. "Just come with me" he added waiting for Eren to
apply. Everyone watched as Eren finally stood up and followed Mr. Smith to
where they were going.
After the five or so minutes it had taken for Mr. Smith to return he began
teaching what he was supposed to of been straight away. He talked about poetry,
more importantly "Bayonet Charge" by Ted Hughes since it was one of the poems
Levi had to study for his exams in may. He went on to talk about the overall
message behind the work. As Levi learnt apparently it is supposed to represent
the determination of man in order to gain rewards and be seen as a hero but man
forgets as time passes their accomplishments will be slowly forgotten. Levi
thought of it to be quite sad but also true when you think about it.
It was heading towards the end of the day and they only had ten minutes before
it was time to return home or move into extra curriculum activities. "I'm
ending our teaching here a little bit early today as I want to talk about
something I want you all to do for me for tomorrow. It's homework but fun
homework that's really easy to do." He explained closing the PowerPoint. "Let
me explain I have decided that since I'm new here I don't know any of you and
I'll be working with you all for the rest of your time here at the academy I
wanted to get to know each one of you a bit better." He reached into a drawer
belonging to his desk and started handing out the papers that he made to the
students. "I done these whilst you were out on lunch" he added with a smile.
"Thank you" a few people said quietly including Levi as he handed them a copy.
Levi looked down at the piece and started skimming it. Levi could see it had a
lot of questions about normal things but it had really random things there as
well. These included things like: Name, age, gender, hobbies and even pronouns
of all things. He forgot nothing. This was really impressive for Levi since
being an outcast no one ever wanted any interest in what he liked or food he
liked a lot. This is still weird for him, not a single teacher would ever ask
which pronouns everyone would prefer until now it seems. Having someone other
than Hanji who could possibly care and not dislike him for being himself, for
being trans filled him with a warm feeling that made him subtly smile to
himself so nobody could see.
After finishing handing out the papers Mr. Smith smiled to the class to gain
their attention. "Now that I'm interested in finding out about you all is there
anyone who would like to know anything about me?" He asked "don't be shy you
can ask anything you please." The blonde waited for someone to say something,
anything at all but nobody made any effort to do so. "Anybody?" He waited again
but nothing "it's fine everyone I'm just over extending things a tad. I'll ask
again when we've know each other long-
The black haired male raised his hand very carefully. Levi knew that since he's
putting this much effort into getting to know them it is only polite for them
to do the same to him. Levi watched as the man in front of him suddenly smiled
at him for asking something. He looked devastated before hand in Levi's
opinion. "How old are you Mr. Smith?" He asked quietly and the entire class
turned to look at him. They were always looking at him and he was already used
to it. Levi knew in this day of age teenagers believed that being nice to a
teacher was somehow classed as weird or cringe worthy. Levi never understood
this as after all teachers are people too with feelings and their own emotions
just like the rest of us.
But this time levi felt it was different, that this act of respect and kindness
was going to be viewed the in a way he didn't want. He was worried a lot more
than he would like to admit. 'Will he think of me as a freak that's trying to
get close to him for my own personal safety and what if he does find out about
me. Will he think I'm disgusting?' He though. Those strings of thought, that
were running through his head was scaring him intensely.
The tall blonde started laughing because he would not have expected this
question so suddenly after everyone else didn't seem to care. "I am thirty
three years old and just moved onto my fifth teaching job due to my past
employers not being to keep staff on. Haha I'm keeping my fingers crossed this
time. Do you want to know something else Mr. Ackerman?" He asked him urging him
to say something else while the entire class was looking at them both.
Levi had a feeling he felt as he was able to hear the sound of his own heart
beat out loud. Maybe it was due to him not talking that much, he thought, the
anxiety creeping up on him but he wasn't going to let this small once of
confidence leave him so soon. Levi asked him something else feeling his insides
tighten a bit more "D-do you live... on your own sir..?" After finishing that
question he was already asking himself why he asked that one stupid weird
specific question out of all possible ones. He knew he should have asked him if
he had pets or what he liked to do in his spare time.
His teacher raised a brow at him and Levi could feel his world begin to cave in
on him. He really shouldn't of asked that question. 'Shit shit shit shit' he
kept internally repeating whilst he waited for the teacher's reply. "I live by
myself and I rarely have any visitors, no partner to come visit" he added "not
even an animal to keep me company in my apartment. Anything else to ask?"
Levi wanted to stop this here before it became even more awkward. "Nope." He
added and when he finished the school bell rang and everyone stood up to rush
out the classroom one by one almost sending each other flying to the wall. Levi
and Hanji stood slowly to avoid the stampede and packed their school gear into
their backpacks before heading to the door. As the done so they both noticed
Mr.  Smith standing beside the door holding it open for them both keeping  his
eyes focused on them both. Levi slightly nudged Hanji for her to introduce
herself and give a reason why she wasn't present this morning.
"Good afternoon Mr. Smith" she smiled "I'm Hanji Zoe, we haven't had the chance
to meet yet since I wasn't in this morning due to me being at a doctor's
appointment but I" she paused briefly before pulling Levi next to her "we
welcome you to our school Mr. Smith, we hope you enjoy your time here" she said
taking note how Levi nodded at this and slightly laughed.
"Nice to meet you too Miss. Zoe, I am honoured to be a teacher at this school,
because I have the chance to gain lots of memories of this place and knowledge
that I can pass on to others." He explained "I am honestly glad to find out I
have such kind students up on the rest, ones that are kind and take interest."
Ending his sentence he looked down at Levi and Levi in turn looked away a small
bit unable to look him in the eyes for some reason. "I will see you both
tomorrow" he waved as they both headed out the door.
Once he was out of sight Hanji popped her lips. Levi raised a brow at her when
she started giggling slightly. "What's wrong with you?" He asked turning to
face her. She turned and smiled at him.
"You're right Levi" she smiled "He's really nice. He even stud up for you again
with Eren, even if it was briefly. How many times today has that been now?"
Levi frowned thinking about the answer. There was the tripping over inccedent
where he cooled things with Mr. Shadis, then with Eren being a pain in the
backside as per usual then Eren once again being a pain in the backside. "That
would be three" he added
Hanji widened her eyes at this. "Woooow you lucky ducky Levi!" She empathised
"you're having a great day for once, a string of luck so get you're mum to put
the lottery on, who knows you may be in luck."
"I appreciate the thought Hanji but actually putting the lottery on costs money
it self and if we somehow managed to win I'm pretty sure my mother would spend
the winnings in an instant leaving me to struggle along with living as normal.
Also I'm not couting my chickens before they lay their eggs Hanji so I'm
expecting things to go back to normal with my luck and everything will become
shit faced" he explained "it tends to happen a lot to me"
"Ahh okie but stop being such a downer and listen to me OK, about important
things Levi" she added "about Mr. Smith"
"What about him Hanji?" Levi questioned as they began walking down the steps of
the stairs to the floor below.
"Your description of him was right, you were right he is a very attractive man
and even though he is much older than us both. Isn't he Levi?" she smiled at
him "his eyes are like really blue as well like yours. Haha how weird but in a
good way"
Levi was quiet for a moment taking a chance to look out the windows they passed
as the made their way down the stairs, the sun setting on both their faces and
warming them slightly. "I mean...he's is sort of attractive Hanji" Levi said
quietly "I'm not going to lie"
Levi heard Hanji laughing to herself and turned to face her. "I thought that
was the case" she added "that you like him" levi began a small bit red in the
face hearing that.
"I don't" he mumbled "it's probably just hormone levels making me feel weird
since he was nice to me and all"
"Hmmm I guess that could be it but nah I think you like him heheh" she cooed
and levi frowned.
"Hanji. Hormone levels. Stop it." He said sternly whilst crossing his arms at
her.
"I'm glad your saying that to be honest Levi because you need to remain focused
for our GCSE exams in may and that decides if you get onto the course you want
at college" she explained "focus Levi focus!"
"I wasn't aiming to become unfocused but believe what you want to there Hanji"
he added
"Ahh but on the other hand I can just imagine it kind of. You two like that. In
that kind of relationship with each other." she smirked "hehe a dirty student
teacher relationship"
"Ok for one why are you talking about something like that so openly and two
what do you mean a 'dirty student teacher relationship' Hanji?" He questioned
looking a bit disgusted "I hope your not referencing something you found on a
porn site now."
"Do you need me to give an example about what I mean Levi?" She asked and Levi
nodded reluctantly knowing this was going to be a ride and a half to witness.
She began pulling her shirt out of her skirt. Levi felt as she was about to do
something to make them both laugh. She skipped in front of Levi as they carried
on walking making sure nobody was around to see this. She coughed. "Oooooh dear
Sir it seems I haven't gotten a good grade on my homework...how about I do
something to change that hmm?"
Levi looked at Hanji dispointed "really that's your example?" He added
Hanji walked in front of him dramatically swaying her hips. "Oh Mr. Smith!~
I've been a bad bad boy recently and I know just how to make it up to you. How
about I wrap my mouth around you hmm? Would that make you feel good sir?"
Levi pulled a face at her. To be more specific his eyes and mouth widened, he
covered him mouth with both hands and he was pretty sure he had went quite red
in the face. "Hanji..what the hell just came out of your mouth young lady!" He
explained loudly.
"Wasn't it good enough Levi?" She asked and Levi shook his head.
"No!" He said "I don't know about you but I want you cut off from the Internet
and your mind cleaned this instant Hanji"
"Mr. Smith take me into your cupboard and do naughty things to your dear
student Levi" she laughed running ahead.
"Hanji for god sake stop it!" He whined chasing after her "that's not funny!
Stttoooopp!"
"That's what you'll be saying" she giggled "sir stop! You can't touch me
there!~"
"Haha very fùcking funny Hanji" he sighed coming to a stop "just stop it OK,
it's not right of us to make jokes about a teacher like that."
Hanji soon stopped after hearing Levi and just nodded "urrgg fiinnnee" she said
dramatically rolling her eyes with a smile on her face "are you heading home
now?"
"Yeah I am" he added "I have nothing else to do with my time"
"Do you need me to walk you home?" She asked "It won't take long and I like to
make sure you're safe"
Levi turned around to her and shook his head patting her shoulder "Hanji trust
me I'll be fine" he sighed "I'll be fine"
"OK then" she smiled "just be careful of the roads on your way home and don't
take no bull shit off your mum"
"I will Hanji and my mother isn't an issue" he added "I'll go upstairs to my
room and do my homework for tomorrow."
Following that up Hanji gave Levi a small see you later hug and they both set
off back to their own retrospective homes. It had taken Levi around 25 minutes
of walking to reach his home. Walking up to the front door Levi tried the
handle but it didn't budge. Frowning, Levi tried knocking at the door but still
after a few minutes of trying various things at that door he have up his
efforts to try a different method. He decided to try the kitchen window at the
back of the house. He began to walk around the outside of their house taking
care to not step in any nettles that may have spawned there over time. To
Levi's luck the window was open and he managed to climb inside easily. With
himself finally inside the house he made his way upstairs to his room not
bothering to look for his mother Klutchel anywhere but his question to where
abouts she was in the house was soon answered as Levi heard a certain noise
come from her room, a sexual kind of noise. From what Levi could hear from the
time it took him to reach the top of the stairs and make his way down the hall
way we could tell she had a visitor, probably a paying one at that. Levi sighed
to himself entering his room and placed his bag on his bed before getting on
himself. He got out his homework set by Mr. Smith and looked at the document at
the questions he asked. 20 questions and they were very varied. Levi brought
out a pen and started to tackle them one by one.
1. Full name.
Levi Ackerman
2. Age.
15
3. Birthday.
October 18th
4. Pets.
None.
5. Name of parents/Carers.
Klutchel Ackerman.
6. Hobbies.
Drawing.
7. Things you like.
Flowers, sunsets, cats and photos.
8. What is your favorite flavor of jelly bean?
I don't like them. Not really a fan of sweets.
9. What's your favorite Christmas movie?
Muppet's Christmas Carol.
10. If you could live in any period of history when would it be and why?
The victorian era as the clothes are really nice looking and I like the idea of
wearing one of those cravat things. I like the fancy aesthetic.
11. Give me three words that describe you.
Patient, kind and punctual.
 
Levi in someway knew that tells last thing put could be seen as a lie after
this morning but him being late never happens without a valid reason.
12. Sweet, salted or both popcorn.
Salted.
13. Ideal place to go.
I love museums, public gardens and aquariums.
14. Allergies.
None.
15. Favorite colour/colours.
Light blue and purple.
16. Dream profession.
Nursery/Reception teacher.
17. Foods you like.
Pasta, soup, pizza.
18. Day or night?
Night.
19. Gender.
Male.
20. Pronouns.
He/him/his.
 
Levi finishing the questions caught in to one detail. The last two questions.
In Levi's point of view it looked quite random to place those types of
questions at the end when the more basic ones were at the start. To Levi it
sounded stupid to think this but a small part of him pondered the idea of Mr.
Smith putting these in at the last minute if he heard the stuff that Eren was
saying about him just in case. Or on the other hand he could of just put them
in cause he ran out of random questions and he wanted to sound up to date with
what you come across in our modern day and age. To be honest Levi wasn't up for
believing that last thought and dimissed with a shake of his head.
Now finished he put his work away and lay down thinking about everything that
happened on this first day of his last year of secondary school. Eren being a
lady part, getting a bit overwhelmed over Hanji giving him food followed by
Eren being an annoying shit once again then Hanji being Hanji at the end of the
day and last of all. "Mr. Smith" he sighed closing his eyes for a small bit of
rest after the events of today.
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